vice travel: darra, pakistan response

and then i thought - why do i find this issue interesting? first off, i think the way he presented this problem is interesting - and different. and of course, it's a proof to the whole dirty war schemes that are happening right now. i don't believe in to what some 'powerful' people has been saying about what's going on in the world today. simply - i choose not to believe them. why? because those things doesn't make sense - and it's like a denial and looks like a cover-up to something else. i guess it has been happening for a long time - and now, who do we trust? how can i, a single individual that has no power of 'changing' 'the world', have someone to look upon or hang on to? what's wrong with the world today? and it's people? i mean, why do we live in denial and cover-ups? why do we have to cover the truth and lie to lots of people? - in a way. why do we choose to do the wrong thing (wrong: disadvantage a huge number of people) while we can do the right thing - of being transparent and tell nothing but the truth? have humans gone 'bad' - or is it just a nature of humans - to do false things?

i do have a choice of what not to believe and what to believe, but there was no one 'powerful' who said or declared what i wanted to or believe in. thus, does it mean that i should be the follower or take some wild and bizzare actions and be the one who is followed?